moving.

bags. boxes. suitcase. 

Everything is packed and ready to go. the only thing left is the toothpaste i forgot to buy and so. It is nerve recking to think that as soon as i reach New York Chiropractic College that a couple days later i will start classes. 23 credits. I have never done more than 18 as an undergrad at Long Island University. Going to grad school is surely going to be a new and exciting adventure in my life. One that i think.. believe.. know .. is necessary in my path to grow as a mature individual. 

I am nervous also about being away from my family. more precisly, the immediate family...my sister, mom and dad. Even though dad always annoys us... on purpose... ... I take it on... I know i will miss that. I will miss my mom and her cooking and always on our case about the cleaning and so. lol.. things that usually annoy me will be definitely missed. 

Talking about things that annoy me... my sister. hahaha.. im just kidding. we are very close emotionally... and also in age. she is a about 21 months younger than me. we grew up doing everyhting together. we have alot of good and bad history together. Although most of the times i get angry at things she do and so, i will truly miss my little sister. i do love her and my parents deeply. 

I do have a someone special in my life. He is my heart... my breath. He is my soul mate. I truly believe that we are meant to be together. we have gone through hell and high water to be together and we are still here standing strong. it is true alot of people do not want us together. what ever their reason is, it is not a good enough one for me to leave him. i don't want to leave him. i feel it in me soul that we are meant to be together. he and i will do anything for each other. and we are both highly devoted to each other. (hence my blog name.. ) . sadly, we are in a long distance relationship at the moment. we have been together for three years... no, not all of the three years have been long distance. i love you. for always. and i will miss you terribly even though the distance is increased by 6 more hours. 

hai bhagwan... give me strength and courage for the upcoming hears and hurdles that will come into my destiny. i will always believe that you do everyhting for a reason regardless if it hurts like no other.